hibye.
http://twitter.com/alysonnn
I’m a lightweight better be careful what you say, with every word I’m blown away, you’re in control of my heart, I’m a lightweight, easy to fall, easy to break, with every move my whole world shakes, keep me from falling apart.
I constantly am getting involved with the wrong guys and it is something I complain a lot about but I shouldn’t because I do it to myself. The thing is, is that I try to see the good in everyone, I want to find the good in everyone. And it just happens to be that douchebags know all of the right things to say and to do. You’re good enough for a night, a week, a month, but then they just disappear or completely change out of nowhere, but I guess it isn’t really changing because as you continue think about it, it just was them the whole time they were just good at hiding it while they got what they wanted. I wonder constantly why I’m good for a night or a few days but I am not good enough to be in relationship with. A boy I was hanging out with recently decided that right before he was suppose to come over that he was going to text me and let me know that he got back with his ex girlfriend but we can still be friends and chill but I cannot text or call him anymore. What makes me so bad that I was not good enough to be your girlfriend? That I was only good enough for a few weeks while you got what you wanted? Why do guys manipulate girls to get what they want? How are they so good at lying or saying what they need to say? Why do I constantly put myself in situations like that? I have noticed that I am a douchebag magnet and I need to stop. I need to stop falling for peoples shit. Mainly because I’m so sick of feeling like I am never good enough when chances are he is nowhere near good enough for me.
